Breast Augmentation: The pro's & con's

My entire life I have dreamt about having big boobs like my mom! Growing up I wondered why I was not developing like the other girls in my class and then I realized it is much more than just age-it is genetics. When i was about 11 years old, my best friend had Full C cups and all of us made fun of her-she now has back problems and always had a hard time excercising and running like the rest of us. I also found out that year that my mom had gotten breast impants after my brother and I were born. So there was my answer! I knew that in order to achieve full confidence I had to get a breast augmentation. So, here I am- 20 years old..summer is almost over and I have my Pre-Op tomorrow.. school starts in 2 weeks. I am SO ready for my transformation! The Pro's of this are confidence, more proportionate figure and more respect? Weird isn't it...more respect- the combination of not being as confident and small chested helps me Not get as noticed as the big breasted..not so cute in the face but CONFIDENT girl next to me. The Con's are: I am modest as it is so will i feel insecure knowing people are going to be staring at my chest more so now instead of my eyes? I have beautiful eyes.. people should just keep their focus there, right? Haha.. no..that is the risk I will have to take I guess. Will I have a harder time doing situps or cardio workouts now that I will have more weight up top? I look forward to having kids someday..how long can I breast feed..will I get stretch marks around my breasts because I am getting saline impants? I am 5'4" 119 lbs, is a small D too big? AHH! I guess I am just nervous all around and nothing is perfect in life but if anyone reads this I would love to hear your feedback!!

Thanks!

Meagan